Randomness at its zenith
09.01.08 (4:34 pm) [edit]I seem to be slowing down, need some randomness tonic.
Let the blood become blue, let the axel cut the lock, let me stay numb.
I left 3 sore, knocked down 4 and swept 5 off the floor.
Shes opening, but do I want it.
Bhav-khav can be anybody, but I'm me.
I'm the king who doesnt have a harem, I'm ashamed.
I say bye bye, you fuck off.
Its not arts and humanities
Is David The-one also a friggin bureaucrat types?!?
08.09.08 (2:07 pm) [edit]sarakaaye liyo khatiya jaada lage
jaade mein balama pyaara lage
sarakaaye liyo takiya jaada lage
jaade mein balama ...
garami mein maathe se tapake paseena
bhaaye na baarish ka tip tip maheena
sui chubhe ya shola sa bhadake
maane na bairi jiyara mora dhadake
thukaraaye nahi batiya jaada lage
sarakaaye liyo khatiya ...
padane lagi hai kadaake ki sardi
kitana sataaye hai mausam bedardi
aise mein kaise sahen ham judaai
baahon mein leke odha do rajaai
tarasaaye baithi ratiya jaada lage
sarakaaye liyo takiya ...
Work doesnt happen when alone
08.04.08 (3:39 pm) [edit]me: oieeee.....!!!
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Almost a duplicate, but I'm thrilled
08.02.08 (12:40 pm) [edit]This post is very similar to the one I posted on the movie Parzania and its director Rahul Dholakia. But when it comes to movies I get excited recognising myself with not the characters but with the idea behind framing and forming those characters. Every move of those characters affims me that the director would have thought the same things which I do when I watch the movie.
This time it was the character of Apurv in Dil Dostic Etc. Watch the movie hazaar times if you want and get back to me if you feel director Manoj Tiwari wanted to a create present day version of Satyajit Ray's Apu.
I know not everyone, indeed hardly anyone might be able to connect to the idea the same way, but stilll.......
This one thing
07.31.08 (6:22 pm) [edit]Not just a mere thought, not just an experience, not just a sudden realisation, this thought has taken seat in my mind out of numerous keen observations, their keen analysis and enough justifications.
One of the traits of a SENSIBLE person is that he/she before saying something to somebody, will definitely like to think, if that person has already though of it or not. And if he has would he have the same view on things as me or not.
And only if, the SENSIBLE peson thinks that the other person hasnt thought about what hes going to tell him or even if he has thought he hasnt come to the same conclusion, only then will he go ahead and say the things required.
Otherwise its called advice not called for.
Miiiind it!!!!
Sense
07.25.08 (7:11 pm) [edit]Its such a beautiful word. I particularly like it for three other words derived therefrom
- Sensible
- Sensous
- Sensitive
Such an awesome combination to have in each person. Thr right mix of it is as well equally important. I am always lookout for one, with that right mix that I mentioned.
Do you have it in you?
Reintroducing
06.13.08 (4:12 pm) [edit]The bestest thing in the world has to be this thing called 'NOTHING'.
Try sitting idle for sometime, idle not just 'not doing anything' but also not thinking of doing anything, then will you discover the pleasure.
The only thoughts that cross your mins then will be
- Why not relaunch the good-ol blog
- The bestest thing google has ever done id by introducing the option stay invisible and yet logged in on its in-mail chat window.
- Realise that all the sites which advertisee for 'work from home' are nothing but money making machineries so you dont get anything if dont beforehand.
- Open your college website and check out GPA of each and everyone you know.
- Thin that sleeping is such a useless thing to do when you internet connection in offing.
The worst one by any measure
05.01.08 (12:46 am) [edit]I was to get up at sharp 10:40Pm to the alarm. It rang, I woke up switched it off. I had asked my friend to give me call until I cut it, to make sure I've gotten up. It happened. 10:50 one more friend came knocjed, I opened the door drowsily conversation went like this
He : Get up bloody, get up...
Me : ha.. Whats the time?
He : You dint even have dinner? The time is already 10:50.
Me : No, I dint.
{I actually remember believing for a minute that I dint have my dinner before sleeping, while I really had had it. I had to collect myself with all the strength to get back to thinking mode, think for a few seconds and then}
Me : No, no, no. I had my dinner.
{He laughs at me, looks around for a while switches off the light which I had switched only after he knocked, pulls the door along and goes off. I again latched the door from inside and slept of}
After that whatever has happened is I think seriously CRAZY. If just before sleeping anybody would have asked me to narrate a dream which I've seen anytime, I couldn't have been able but but the DREAM I had today is going to remembered by me for a long long time. By any measure its the WORST ever I've had.
I wont tell ANYONE what actually happened in the dream. But the last words spoken by me in there were
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!!
I'm still saying it.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!!
Its not the time to do this
03.17.08 (12:07 am) [edit]Still let me.
I noticed that all my posts recently have been full of random and useless fundas and parts of thisas well equally qualify as the same.
Its that time of semester again when I need to be with books no matter how bored I get of them. But net hinders all my fake ambitions of getting a high gpa. I do it every internals and so let the last one be no different. I have got Safety Waste Management and Autocad to study for tomorrow. First SWM we have learnt in managing the teacher who teaches it, its almost synonymous. And god should help me with the latter as I know the 'fundastic' teacher wont here.
With all this piled up on head, I get enough time to while away almost 2-3 hrs on net, do random google searches, listen to last fm, read random blogs, and also post 3 here on a single day. God save me.
I also lost almost an hour today thinking all those totally unconnected things which are associated with engineering and engineers.
- Internet, google, design, blogs, online music and not forgetting chat.
- All sorts of western music, acid rock, punk rock, psychedelic rock, classic rock, hard rock, soft rock, also rap, hip-hop, blues and what not. Though fusion might figure in the list Indian classical music hardly does.
- Cigarettes, Booze, Dope, God save engineers(us).
- Search for all out of the way professions like radio jockey, social networking sites, movie making etc
The other sex
03.16.08 (8:18 pm) [edit]Today this girl-friend of mine asked me why I dont have a girl-friend with no hyphen in between. Indeed according to her it wont be difficult for me find one.
Glad to know that dear.
But let me tell you that there have only have only a few people of other sex of all(you included) I know with whom I mebbe would even remotely like to associate that tag after knowing them to the extent I know them now. Then there are these rest, a few are VERY GOOD friends of mine so good I'm so glad I dint try to delete that hyphen for them.
And the rest, a very very few of whom, ya, hyphen could have been deleted, it never got to me because I'm in more need of good friends than a girlfriend.
Conferssion : But ya, I've hit upon(exaggeration) a girl once long ago and even that I'm glad it dint go any further.
Arrrgh
03.16.08 (12:35 pm) [edit]I do it time and again, I dont stick to my plan. I dont study. I end up hating myself for it. I bother about too many things. People bother me for too many things. I waste a lot of time. I get a little too casual about exams. Finally I end up screwing them up.
Arrgh!
Wasnt me!!!
03.15.08 (8:16 pm) [edit]When I die, I'm sure my eyes will be closed and my heart, open........
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Oh great phenomenon controlling human laze, please let me not sleep tonight, I have more than just a littal to study.
After all...But no
03.15.08 (2:11 am) [edit]You say everything and then add an 'after all' as an excuse, no it wont do.
I know and am totally convinced it was nothing but a crude excitement adn that oo at a time when I was not what I am now. But now that its coming back to me, I cant take it up with an 'after all'.
Its not for me, it was never. Still so glad I restrained then.
I should not think about her.
Crash, boom bang
03.13.08 (11:57 pm) [edit]Its all in the perspective.
The war of thoughts.
Should dos Vs Want to dos.
I am not confused, indeed I am convinced butthat feosnt seem to be enough to go ahead.
Safe & secure is a cliche, a bad cliche.
Have overworked my grey cells today, I like it this way, but its exhaustive. And because of that all this conflicting thoughts before dying down for the day.
Summarizing the day, two good things to do but only after 5 litmus-tests ahead.
Acids are sour, isnt it? Hope they are not too acidic on me.
Good night!
Not mine
03.13.08 (10:51 pm) [edit]When you reach the peak of that summit, spread your arms open baring your chest to the cold gutsy winds, the biological clock inside you skips a tick. You have that eternal like calmness in your vicinity with nothing piercing through the layers of snow on top of solid rock turned into such a huge mass of ice.
Then, then do you hear the sound of mountain, the voice of god.
If I know beforehand when I'm going to die, I'll make a Bucket List.
It does make one happy
03.12.08 (8:40 pm) [edit]All the attention, all the glam, all the limelight, all those smiles.
Have been on the other side all this while, still I knew I was better than the rest. Its my time here now, I've done the the things I liked and now I like the fact that I'm liked for the things I like.
Some people
03.11.08 (9:58 pm) [edit]They think, being outspoken is being bold.
Some people think, being different is being good.
They think, superiority comes with isolation.
Some people think, theres only one side to a story.
They think, things they dont like are things that are bad.
Some people think, its fine even if you are on a wrong way but should never give up.
I dont and wont go and tell them all this, because I am not among some who complain. But......
I'm glad, I dont.
Rationale
03.10.08 (9:33 pm) [edit]Somehow seems like the perfect word.
Something which 'SHOULD' be omnipresent for all times.
I urge everyone to follow it. Anything without it looks so dumb. Think and act rationally and you will be god.
Oh Mi Gaawd
03.08.08 (1:03 am) [edit]I think its almost 5-6 years since i started thinking only rationally about god. Since then things my parents and people tell about it doesnt matter much to me.
I am not an atheist and want to believe in the some phenomenon like god.
I am not spiritual or anything because I dont seem, to connect to things like meditation, inner self etc even after trying to do so.
Though I stick with my religion everyhwhere and do usually ceremoniously all that is asked of me to be done, I'm not religious because I cant help my self but feel all religious practices are farce.
I visited a temple after long time recently and that made me realise all this.
I know there is a law/phenomena/or better say a rule book on how things should be and shouldnt be, that people call god. I dont have any problem with the name 'god', so i believe in god.
I laugh at it
03.01.08 (8:04 am) [edit]Imagine a quizmaster of a quiz of any level for that matter reading out the question which someone else has prepared, in front of full college audience. Mr PT apparently is doing the same tonight. Hes quizzing people with the questions, not his own, also the answers for which are known to him only because they're told to him.
I wish I could provide him with the wrong answers and make a mockery of the attempt to mock QUIZZING. I havent done it, but I still wish to take some rotten tomatoes to the venue.
Irregularly happy
02.05.08 (10:38 pm) [edit]I'm not a very regular student of this tblog class, but I think I'm a good student. I'm happy about it.
Its nice when you actually exhibit and hide, both together.
BB
11.07.07 (1:11 am) [edit]- I meant busy bee
- i'm wasting too much of time.
- Something very important is very nearby.
- I'm reading a lot but not studying a lot.
- I dont have much things to do for diwali, in a way i'm glad.
- Not much activity here since long and not expected till sometime more.
- Bieeeeee